worse, I believe its because I barely talk to anyone and even at school I just avoid speaking to ppl but even if they do I either ignore them or avoid trigger words. it's crazy to think ppl just see me as a shy quiet guy but they don't know the real reason why I am the way I am. either way I find it hard to speak even with my childhood friend cause ill just stutter on every word and get long blocks which annoy me. I just want a way out of this, I heard some guy took a medication which calms the brain and 90% of his stutter was gone. I don't really know what to do anymore