postr/StutterJune 26, 2022

Mushroom trip fluency

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Mushroom trip fluency Before I start this story I do not condone the use of drugs and am not encouraging its use. I have been stuttering my whole life , recently it has been very severe. Me and A friend decided to each eat 1 gram of pysilocybin mushrooms. On the peak of the experience I was overcome and sent into tears for what I was feeling . Thoughts of my divorced parents, what I have been doing wrong in my life. How I let my stutter control my life and everything it holds me from. All I felt was sorrow and remorse it was my whole being . After this I come to a realization really focusing on why I do it. I do not completely remember how I did it but I felt like I conquered and let all my repressed emotions out not like I couldn’t of if I tried. I was speaking 100 % fluent as if talking was easy as breathing like talking dosent feel like treading through water. I could speak my mind and had no insecurity of whatever it was this is me. No anticipation of words just freedom. After it ended it was right back tho I wish I really focused more on what was the cause. It made me realize my body is capable of speech I just have to find what it is that’s stopping it.

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Causes & VariabilityMeds & SubstancesEmotional ExperienceSpeech & Stuttering

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Genetic & Family FactorsPsychedelics & MicrodosingSadness & HopelessnessHelpful Med OutcomesBlocks & Stoppages