Your post was really interesting to me. First, let me say that , I believe all women have it a little easier in terms of companionship , especially if your attractive. Now just because you get some1 because your pretty doesn't mean they'll stay just because of that. I'm sure you have a great personality and made them feel good, thats why your boyfriends stayed with you. I'm 34, attractive(so I been told) male been stuttering since I can remember. Looks definitely help but how you present yourself, mannerisms and respect/kindness are some of the qualities that make people want to stay around you in the long run. I learned to just put myself out there, be confident, funny ,friendly. If people rock with me ,cool, if not fu*k em.