So many times in my life I pretended to forget the word just because I felt that I couldn’t say it ahh it’s so exhausting:(( recently I felt better and started ordering food again and it was fine for the first few times and then it got worse. Today they cashier helped me finish the sentence, they probably remember what I order every day and somehow it feels so embarrassing that now they know I stutter. It sucks but yeah we just need to keep going