Hello! I am new here and am just amazed to see such a helpful community here about such an important issue

Hello! I am new here and am just amazed to see such a helpful community here about such an important issue I am a teenager in med school. throughout my life i have been a bright student and academics has been much an issue, i have always been intrigued by literature and public speaking. and dreamt of being one day. But sooner i realized that i stutter much, maybe low self-esteem and anxiety mostly, Somehow i managed to go through my school years and as soon as i entered college i could not even communicate with my colleagues and peers about normal things and the worst of all cannot punch a joke at right times and talk to girls. I hope you understand what i am going through. I discovered myself that I have my own views and can pen it down as poems and essays\\articles so that I can express myself and exclude myself from using vocals. But sometimes I think I need to get out of this because no one else stutters as much as I do. ​ **THANK YOU FOR READING THIS LONG PIECE AND FOR YOUR HELP.**