I would go to a cafeeshop and order a cappuccino lol. I forced myself to do this for 3 years every time I passed by this place, but the embarrassment was stronger. Then I would try to reconnect with old friends that I had drifted away from due to the increase in stuttering. then I would go abroad, change my specialty and enter the Faculty of Linguistics to become a translator or teacher. and live my best life without borders and fears