Yes, mostly in my teenage years. but imagine that someone is much worse, many people have much worse complexity and disease. I don’t know if it’s correct to compare, but when you drown, it doesn’t matter how, in a bathtub or at a depth of 6 meters in the ocean, you are still dead. but still it is just speech. yes, I can hardly talk, take part in social life and cannot fully realize myself in life. but I have eyes that see this beautiful world, hands, feet, hearing, and so on. focus only on the good things. gratitude for every little thing and opportunity healed my anxious and suicidal mind. wish u all the best!!