As a 30 year old dude with a stutter, "this" is not it. I've been stuttering for 26 years and it has really, really sucked. I know that I don't need to tell that to anyone here. Life with a stutter is difficult. Not being able to effectively communicate on your terms is frustrating, minimizing, and makes you feel broken. As a 30 year old dude with a stutter, I teach high school, I just got married, moving to a better city, I play the shit out of overwatch and have a few close friends, and we camp all the time. Stuttering sucks. It's not all there is though. You can still do whatever you want. As far as I can tell, people mostly grow up. I still get maybe 1-2 rude comments a year, but I try really hard to not get caught up on the fact that I have a stutter. I don't point it out, and usually others follow suit. I'm the happiest I've ever been, and I've been stuttering for 26 years. I don't wanna say it gets better, but it does become less of a big deal...at least in my experience. Of course, I have felt very similarly to how you feel. I hope in time you feel similarly to how I feel. That's my experience anyway.