I understand you man, I feel trapped knowing that I could never be 100% fluent. Watching people talk fluently, even my closest friends. The most simple, beautiful things in life involves talking, it’s hard to cope with the feeling that I have so much to say but my stammer makes me not want to say what’s on my mind. But this page has been helping like never before, so I’ve come to a partial understanding that my stammer will always somehow be a part of me. That being said I love myself even more, and it has helped me cope with my stutter. I have really good friends and family in my life that support me, which makes me feel more confident. I hope this helps you cope with your stammer, cause dude you’re not alone. It’s my first post so sorry if it’s shitty lol And if anyone knows a good speech therapist or something near the Boyle heights area or downtown area in Los Angeles, it would be great if you send any links.