My problem with stuttering is not that its embarrassing or sth..

My problem with stuttering is not that its embarrassing or sth.. because i have reached enough acceptance. The problem is that its deficult for me to speak. Like its just so tiresome and exhausting that i never want to do it. How do i speak in an easy way. At this point i don't care about reducing the stutter, i just want it to be more effortless for me to speak. Most of it is from the tention in my speech organs. Its like am benching all day