Yeah, I really am! I shudder to think the effect it would have had on my education and career if I couldn't give presentations and whatnot. It's bad enough that I struggle talking on the phone and avoid that like the plague. That said, I must remember not to volunteer to present awards again, I started blocking a little halfway through the list that one time and started getting really anxious that it was going to get worse. That could have been a disaster. I now stick to things where I can rephrase on-the-fly!