Don't beat yourself up. I've done the same thing. Just continue on. My suggestion would be to get a job with a company like 'The Mosaic Company' or 'UPS'. Both of these companies don't require any education other than maybe a GED or high school diploma. Mosaic is a fertilizer company that have many chemical plants mainly in Florida. Most employees who work at their chemical plants are making $25-$40 an hour plus mandatory overtime and pull in over 100K per year. Also, I know a guy who stutters that is a driver for UPS and makes $100K+ a year.