commentr/StutterOctober 29, 2019

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Back in a day at a temporary job I had to say my name so they can register me or whatever and ofc block happened. There were about 5 people in a room and I couldn't say my name so I quicky pulled my ID and pass it to the person and start kinda coughing to cover it, that I had something in my throat... it all felt like an hour long, I felt everyone staring at me and I died inside. My first interview for a job was also horrible, half the things I didn't say and other half things I said differently anyway so I didn't get a job and kinda cry on a way home knowing my life will suck. One time being drunk a girl came to me and I still couldn't say my name so I act like I'm so drunk I don't even know my name and went away lol. I think I forgot one (the worst one) story, but it was probably so bad my brain deleted that memory.

Themes

Speech & StutteringAnticipation & AvoidanceEmotional ExperienceSchool & Work

Subthemes

Blocks & StoppagesFeared Words & NamesShame & EmbarrassmentEmployment & Career

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