Of course! I mean without it, we’d actually be able to express ourselves without hindrance. And not only that, but not have to do puzzles in our heads and conjure up techniques every time we speak. I think about this a lot. Even if I find the PERFECT technique that makes me sound fluent, it’s still a technique. I’m still having to make a conscious effort to speak in a way 99% of others don’t have to. So yeah, it’s normal to long for this dreamworld but in the end, it’s just that.