I see myself in your comment. I began stuttering at the age of 5. I experienced all the anxiety & embarrassing moments related to stuttering at school (when public speaking, publicly reading aloud or introducing myself to new people). I am 18 now and completely turned my life around. It began 3 years ago. I got fed up with the way my life is going. (I see that in your comment - this anger and hopelessness you feel are normal). I said "fuck this", I can't keep going like this. I had to find a way to improve. That came with starting speech therapy, starting weightlifting, setting personal speaking challenges and much more. The process took 2 years of disciplined effort. At the end I am the most confident speaker in my class, I have an aesthetic body that I am proud of and people ask me tips on how to ace interviews etc. I would love to help you more personally. DM me if you are interested. As I said, I see a past version of myself in you and want to help.