You summed up the stuttering experience very well. I don't know how old you are, but at around age 19 I overcame my stutter so I witnessed all levels of school, work, social life etc being miserable. Now I'm 22 and life has completely flipped, I still stutter from time to time but it doesn't affect my self worth anymore. Peoples reactions just fly off me and I'm able to be present in interactions and show my true self. I dont know much about your situation but if you want to advice or tips, feel free to shoot me a message. It's possible to overcome this hurdle. Keep your head up