No problem man. Keep trying, do online dating, improve yourself and learn to love yourself for who you are. This is something I am actively trying to do for myself. I recently had a 7 month relationship end and it hit me like a ton of bricks and I am still struggling to get my confidence back but I actually have decided to take a break from dating to refocus on my goals and also loving myself. This is hard but we habe to learn to love ourselves before we can be there for someone else as well as be the person we want to be in the relationship. I still want my ex girl, but I know I can't act desperate. I need to just show her what she missed out on. Finding Friends outside of dating when you are out of school and a grown man is very hard. I take a lot of solo vacations and go to concerts by myself bit it exudes confidence when you can be by yourself and not let that bother you. You can be confidently solo. As I say this I am still working through this myself so know that it is a daily struggle and one that takes constant self effort. You deserve to be here, you deserve happiness and you will find it. Not because I said it but because you will make it happen!. 😁