I even had to give a speech as if reading wasn't enough:D I was panicking till the very last minute but did it somehow. Still, I wouldn't want to go through it ever again, it's so depressing. And about your wedding day, you got through it mate and that's what matters, although I know how it would make you feel, it's ok to feel a little embarrassed but you did it! I've got loads of stories on this matter and I think I badly need to vent to a therapist or someone because this speech block and my life experiences are giving me a hard time but unfortunately I can't even imagine doing it.