is it possible to be more accepting / open of ur stutter ? perhaps even talk about it with family and friends ? u CAN do the things u say u CANT do -- perhaps u will stutter and feel some fear and shame , but it will likely b worthwhile it may b difficult bc its different from what u r accustomed to and bc the stigma is real think for urself + trust urself + believe in urself + love urself peace / love / god bless