OP I feel you. I used to say I was a different name at the park because I couldn’t get my own name out. I used to throw up before the first little league practice when we had to say our names. I used to almost have anxiety attacks when we had to read aloud in school. It gets better. I’m 32 and still stutter. Not as worse as when I was in my teens but it’s prevalent pretty much every time I talk. Be strong