Just got embarrassed in class

Just got embarrassed in class We have zoom meetings with teachera from america at school sometimes And the teacher asked me to a awnser something I said i dont know, to 4 different easy things he asked, even tho i knew to avoid talking So he told me to read a passage, and i embarrassed myself I was laughing with the whole class, thinking this was a good time to train my ability to not give a fuck, because i think this would help my stutter But i still feel bad and embarrassed, and like an outcast How do i cope with this and will i ever get used to it? And am i just making it up in my mind that im an outcast, when im not actually…