Hey I was too in your boat.. I'm 21 now and back when I was 19 I have presentation in my second year of medical college.. I literally fucked up my presentation and done my 5 min presentation for literally 30 min Yes it sounds crazy.. These are movements in your life which show your stutter suppressed or ignored for these years and remind you, you should take care of that It comes and goes.. But you should face rest of your life by just accepting it and try your best by stuttering (by slowing or whatever strategies) all the best my fellow stutterer !