These feelings really suck.. and most of us have it at some point, but we must SURVIVE these situations (not excel at them, just survive) and believe in improvement. I believe a stutterer reaches success when he doesn't give a damn about it, and feels completely fine the way they are. Its the hardest thing to achieve as a stutterer. Im far away from achieving it, but i will not let these feelings beat me down to the ground and stomp me without me doing anything. There is only one thing between a man or a woman and success, and that is the mind. And if someone doesn't accept you the way you are, that someone shouldn't be in your thoughts at all.