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They way people see me Guys, i dont know what the fuck i should do. I went to the doctor’s appointment and first, in the reception when saying my address I stutter the girl got so confused, gave other the look and laughed a little. Them at the doctor he asked me my age I stuttered and before i even finished he said “Ok,ok” . Everyone perceived me as i was stupid, useless, something very big was wrong with me. Even though i started day by waking up early, motivated, worked out, i wonder thats the point??? I m never gonna be able to express who i am ?? Always should think about how stupid people think i am??? Sometimes i think i dont mind if i died, but i m afraid of saying that cause i wannnaaa live, travel, be free, meet people I think i m so fucked up i dunno Will i ever be ok?