I am right there with you. There are days where I feel absolutely defeated and I let my stutter get the best of me and then there are days where I am fluent. It comes and goes in waves. On my bad days, I try to remember that my stutter doesn't define who I am. I am much more than a person who stutters. It's just a small part of me. I am a social worker and have to speak a lot some days, but I try to remind myself of how far I have come and what I am capable of doing.