"I am just so fed up with myself" Oh Sam, i know so well that feeling. Stuttering makes me want to [facepalm](http://replygif.net/i/114.gif) myself :p. I often thought to quit my new job (iam a librarian), not just because of my stuttering but as you said, sometime we are just drained. What kind of job do you have ? Speaking properly is a big part of your work ? We tend to focus on our problems and forget that we are doing, overall, a good job.