The best piece of advice I'd offer you is to never self-eliminate yourself from something you want to do. If you want to join the military, then go talk to a recruiter & see where it goes from there. I've been Active Duty for just over 17 years now & have completed a tour as a drill sergeant between 2015 - 2018, so maybe I can help put your mind at ease regarding Basic Military Training. Happy to talk if you'd like.