I feel your pain... When there are new or big changes in my life my stuttering always gets worse! So frustrating... I moved to Idaho and started a new job and have a block when I answer the phones. About a week back I found the article below which helped me think more about why we stutter. It's a pretty lengthy read but worth it to me. I am also going to seek help from a speech therapist to get more control. Hope it helps!! [https://www.stuttering-specialist.com/post/freedom-of-speech-how-i-overcame-stuttering](https://www.stuttering-specialist.com/post/freedom-of-speech-how-i-overcame-stuttering)