Listen, I'm only 17. I've had a stutter for as long as I can remember too. Suicide helps nothing at all. I get it, a stutter sucks, it feels like it ruins your social life. But saying your stutter held you back from success is a bit of a stretch. Samuel L Jackson, Roman Atkinson, and Steve Harvey are only a few examples of extremely successful people who have stuttered, but powered through and now they're on TV. You can do it, I promise. Gather what ounce of motivation you have left and keep going. It gets better, and don't let this stupid stutter ruin your life any further because you let it. You got this