I really appreciate the suggestion. I do listen to music when nothing seems right and that helps for that moment. However, thinking from a long term perspective I have reached that point where I cannot grow in my career with this stuttering and this stuttering is really holding me back. I really have no idea how my life would turn around because at this age most of the people earn good money, have well settled life but here I am, not able to focus on my career, not able to grow etc etc.