I can relate to this.... Everytime I leave work, I feel defeated. Each day is a battle and I can't take it anymore. I have a very social job, most of the times I can make up for my bad speech in other ways, but at the end of the day I always feel guilt and shame. Guilt for putting my coworkers in awkward situations.. Sometimes people pretend to hear what I say just to make it easier for me.. I don't know. Life is hard right now. My stutter is so bad it has started giving me blackouts and memory problems. I feel like I have lost half my brain, my symtoms is similar to being burnt out.