I am not depressed like I cant get up from bed or smth like this, I love life, I have good social circle, I have friends, I have everything except a career - this is bothering me a lot. I know that if I could get some job in my field, my mood would change by 100%. I dont let my stuttering define me... I am just very disappointed that I can just hope some employe would hire someone with the stutter. It is not in my power this, I cannot change who I am. I cannot make stutter dissapear ... this thoughts are getting me anxious. tHANKS for the support! :)