Well I was once a short guy in my 20s with a stutter(now about 40, always stuttered), I guess ugly or not is subjective and while im definitely not rich Iv always worked and at least wasn't homeless or anything...iv pretty much always has a girl (a lot of girls find a stutter cute, I don't think they would lie because what's in it for them to just lie about it and sleep with me for nothing) maybe just go to sleep and see how u feel in the morning. Everything I worry about or that bothers me always seems better in the morning....