I highly recommend you ease seeking fluency. It’s unfortunate that is what all of us look for it but it’s not the only thing that can help. There is no fix because there is nothing wrong with us. We are just different. Stop taking drugs to get this fluency thing. I’ve tried as many drugs as I could and honestly I was near fluent for many years then I got to a point where the drugs all stopped working and I starting stuttering again. Worst it’s ever been. I mean I can’t get shit out. It’s crazy. But during time I realized I made a mistake, I though I need to be fluent to be happy but that’s not the case. I need to love myself the way I am to be happy. I changed the way I reacted to my blocks. I started standing up for myself and educating people who laughed at me. All of these thing does not make it go away but makes me comfortable with myself as I am. If I fluency comes along that’s cool but it’s not all you should think about. Be yourself. Love yourself. Fuck fluency and fuck mofos like joe Biden who say you have to get rid of it to be successful in life. That is not the case. It is a lie.