Hello, I have also experienced the same. And I never got a chance to recite in front of everyone in the school because of my stuttering. I was just too shameful and embarrassed to do so . But to be honest, I regret it the most . These are the moments where you get to express yourself in front of others . This is how you can gain courage to speak for future . Yeah, it can be quite challenging to make yourself prepared, but this is the only thing you can do . Just imagine You always ignore the opportunities that are ahead of you. Lets say you always ignore the chance to speak,so how come you expect to cure it. As you said, this is the last time in the school , So go ahead, do it . The worst that can happen is the people laughing and talking about your disability( which most people won’t) They are not the ones who will take care of you in the future neither they will be the part of your progress .