I, too, have months of fluency and months of anxiety-inducing stuttering. My mindset during tough months is usually self-destructing, and I'm trying to be kinder to myself and, most of all, to face the fear. I have two interviews coming up as well and I know I'm going to stutter. But I have to do it. I have actually been avoiding interviews lately because I was scared, but I owe it to myself to be fearless and try.