I’m not that much help since I’ve been with my partner for almost 10 years now (since we were 14) but there is someone out there who will listen and not judge your speech. My husband has been my biggest support with helping with phone calls, speaking in public, and just listening to me. He has always said that it doesn’t matter how I say it, it is important to him that I don’t try to hide it or feel embarrassed. There is someone out there for you! You just have to find the right one 💕