I am not surprised you are great at dating. you sound awesome!! As humans, we are always trying to better ourselves. Read more books. Go on more walks. Drink more tea. Support the aging, etc. I ,100 percent, believe you are going to find work. Be present with check ins. Does this job work for you. Is there advancement opportunities here. How do I get to the next step after this one. I will share that I have worked alot of jobs that were for a short period of time. I didn't know what I wanted in life. I had to ask myself, how do I feel like a productive member of society? What's my dream job. Is that realistic for me, etc. Be sure to let us know about the shuffling job. Remember, you're awesome. You are checking them out as much as they are checking you out.