"I've spent a lot of time in my life fighting a war that I thought was with a communication disorder, I now realize it was one with myself" - the ending quote hits harder than anything I've heard in the past 19 years of my life. I'm glad it subsided, and I'm glad you found a way out of it. Even if it never subsides in my case, I'll at least be partially content knowing I tried. Keep inspiring people, there's not a lot of us out there with a voice like yours.