thank you for sharing this anon, I'm a 24M from the middle east, fresh graduate and all that, I believe i will go through the most challenging time in my life, due to job hunting, making new friends, and an arranged marriage wished by my parents, I felt suicidal for a while, but one thought eased my mind, is dying really better than stuttering in front of these mortals? we all die eventually, might as well live my life carefree. goodluck with your journey 🌺✨