I just hit a low point.

I just hit a low point. Just a couple of minutes ago I bawled my eyes out in tears thinking about past interactions with strangers that went horribly bad for me. For the first time in like half a second I actually saw blizz in jumping in the ocean and just ending it all (I HATE THE OCEAN AND I WOULD NEVER EVER JUMP IN IT!). I'm good now. I think crying for a bit helped lol. Tomorrow I'll be alright and will just think normally again. I rarely if ever cry but this time it felt therapeutic almost. Thank you for reading my "rant".