Dude that was amazing thank you for sharing. I really enjoyed reading that and dude alcohol helps me too but I wish I could use it more but my family is Muslim and you know how that is. Im really glad that it had gotten better and I feel different in way when I go out with my friends I feel more fluent and able to express myself more. Public speaking is bad for me but once I practice a week ahead of it I can pass through it unless someone asks a question that I wasn’t prepared for.