After I had been through a serious experience that cost me sth I have longed to achieve, I might have just touched upon a key factor in being comfortable with stuttering and probbaly eventually overcoming this impediment.

After I had been through a serious experience that cost me sth I have longed to achieve, I might have just touched upon a key factor in being comfortable with stuttering and probbaly eventually overcoming this impediment. Pardon me if there are any grammar mistakes or sth related to my writing, English is not my first languge. Firstly, I will mention some awful experience I had. During classes, when teachers start asking us either in a random or an orderly manner, my heart beats as fast as if it will come out of my chest, my body starts shaking heavily, thinking what words to say and what to not, and how I will utter my first three sounds without stuttering. Usually, I ended up saying some nonsense sounds followed by what I wanted to say. Imagine living like this all the time. It is like a living hell. Unfortunately, after two months, feeling lost and frightened, I quited my master program. Now, I have come to realize that the only way to live without feeling defeated and crippled is by stuttering without being ashamed. I know it is easier said than done, but at some point in our life we have to accept this stuttering feature of our identity, at least we will have no need to hide our stutter.