I have a stutter and tend to avoid words that I struggle with. I try to conceal it. It’s also evolved over time as I’ve tried to deal with it. I was never in speech therapy so I was on my own. I also have a weird cadence when I speak and it’s usually me just regulating my stuttering. It’s hard to describe but a lot of people don’t notice it but I do struggle with it. It also comes out more when I’m around my parents.