exactly what i think about im 19 only friends I’ve ever had were the ones from school and now i don’t even talk to them I’ve never made any new friends besides them i haven’t had a girlfriend either life just seems like it has ended before it even started for me the most embarrassing part is not being able to introduce myself i keep myself busy with studies and social media dreading speaking to teachers and more so presentations i laugh alot with people that make fun of me but deep down it hurts sm i wish you the best we can only work on the stuff we can change ive tried speech therapy aswell it somewhat helped but i couldn’t fit it into my schedule it took up alot of my time just work on yourself hit the gym skin care and stuff like that thats what im doing cause I’ve given up on conversation skills lol, anyways good luck man i wish you a happy life youll meet someone nice soon i believe in you