Stuttering and bad blocks makes me frustrated and angry because It makes me feel like I’m stupid and it makes me think others think I’m stupid and incompetent. All the time I see people talk with no problem at all, but look over here at me not being able to even say a word or finish a sentence, It just makes me furious. I get very mad and disappointed in myself and just stop talking because what else am I supposed to do? Whatever I try it doesn’t work! Honestly I do have situations where I’m in fear of somebody’s reaction but I try to brush it off to make it seem like I don’t but I do. I often used to try and impress people and try my hardest not to stutter or have a block when I talked to them but It never worked and I stuttered anyway. This has caused me to stop trying that and knowing that for me stuttering is inevitable and always going to happen so now I just talk without caring anymore. I never used to say I have a stutter before I start talking to someone but now maybe I should definitely do that because it’s wrong in my case even though it’s obvious. And I obviously do have a fear of a girl I like reaction because if I stutter I know she won’t understand and she’ll wanna get far away from me and never talk to me again so why set myself up for failure when I’m already at a disadvantage. It has happened to me before. And Let’s be honest and tell the truth here Majority of girls would not give a guy who stutters and get hard blocks a chance because they will be uncomfortable and would wanna get far away from you. And It’s extremely difficult and impossible to find minorities and exceptions in this case so why bother? Why hang on to more false hope? That was off topic but I had to say it for the people in the back. And If I’m not broken what am I?