I am on the verge of giving up

I am on the verge of giving up I have had enough of this shit. I'm sorry to put down all your morale but this is true whatever I may say. Being a stutter I am facing dilemma. I always wanted to be in the armed forces. Always wanted to be in Indian Army. Wanted to see me in a uniform. To prove all those wrong who told me "maybe you should give up on joining army because of your stutter." I am starting to think they all were right. Imagine an army officer who stutters. Who would want to follow him to battle. He is just another misfit. I think all of them were right and I feel like a fool for wasting the time of my life on such a goal. I'm a fuckinh failure. That's why my gf left me (plz don't make fun off me.