postr/StutterAugust 25, 2024

I'm just boring with stammering

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I'm just boring with stammering Surely there are people who are generally just boring, people who are generally so uninteresting that people don't want to be around them. When you bring nothing to the table there is no reason for people to hang around. Everything anyone does is for a selfish reason ultimately. Sometimes I feel like feeling rejected and unhappy about actually just being a loser is a normal reaction that is being labelled as a form of anxiety for me. The worst part is that you become more boring and I know life can get better but it's just not enough. My supposed best years are behind me and my past experiences have shaped so much of my current self that I can't see a light anymore. Maybe if I'd gotten out of this when I was younger but now it seems the life that would be enough for me is just out of reach

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Emotional ExperienceIdentity & Disability

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Shame & EmbarrassmentSadness & HopelessnessHelplessness & AgencyIdentity & Self-Perception