Honestly I would've done the same but my stutter is severe. If your s isn't that bad then maybe trying it would've been beneficial. Maybe this is a bad thing but I've accepted my limits finally after putting myself through years of stress and anxiety. I know I'm accepting defeat. But after years of fighting and hating life, I finally feel like I found a niche & I'm more peacefully for it. Maybe for some people accepting defeat isn't a option and I admire that. But personally I don't want to live a life where I'm constantly battling anxiety and embarrassment until my life is over.