That’s great that the pep talks work for you! So, with family, do you stay quiet from embarrassment or bc it’s too tiring trying to talk? Guess what? After all that about being fluent…I resigned my job 2 weeks ago w 2 things lined up, but both fell through so I’ve been home alone (hardly any talking). Went shopping today, had to talk to a guy for a bit, and my voice is very strained (hoarse) with lots of soft blocks. It’s from lack of use - but it’s still scary. I’ll be listening to that podcast again.